by Rita Namikaze Fri Jul 23, 2010 6:09 pm
"You've hurt me enough!!!"
"..."
"Why aren't you answering?"
"I'm tired of it."
...
"Ring!!!!!!!!"
Don't even have the strength to pick up the phone...My eyes are watering and can't see who's calling...
A message arrive.
"Why don't you answer the call? Haven't you hurt me and everyone enough?"
It's him.
Oh no...........................
...
Screams everywhere...............
"When did I start losing you? Answer me please??????"
No one answers.
Because they're all dead.
Their faces...........
Faded away........................
I woke up with my worst nightmare...Damn it...
"Keep crying...No one'll ever be here to wipe your tears away!"What the hell is that?
But I cried anyway. Crying through the night.....And the next day my eyes hurt like hell and are all red.......
I don't want to remember what happened in that dream. But it keeps coming and coming. And now, even when I close my eyes, it's already there.
The song he gives me is the only help I've got at the moment...It reminds me of the happy time I had with my friends...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WfbXuQYKEBs&feature=player_embedded
"You gave me faith, and you gave me a world to believe in
You gave me your love to believe in
And feeling this love, I can rise up above
And be strong and be whole once again..."What beautiful lyrics... Thank
you so much, I owe
you for this. And thanks for forgiving me, although I've hurt you once again.
Some day...I will...
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